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Twenty Poems from "The Black Books"
An Incidental Rain
 
An incidental rain spatters across open pages of the Big Book
Leaving temporary pits and wells that become stain with age.
As if ordained, the wisdom hid behind the closing cover
Caused the sky to suck-up – to stop tossing droplets at us.

  The incidental rain wonders why we are lowered so this day,
Where the feathered emit song and gray tails quiver behind the curious.
But here, now, only the end of pain lightens the passing of the Servant Soldier;
We cannot worry about the dampening of the day – let alone the book.

  The significance of the hour is lost to the incidental rain I suppose.
It is lost to all but us here, now, and the Servant Soldier we mourn.
He was worn and all, which is worn, is brushed to the side;
To the side, like incidental puddles wrinkling the pages of a big book.

The incidental rain causes the closing of the book, to protect the message.
The bearer moves under cover.  The rain stops - rifles sadly fire
Three times seven, high into an indiscriminate sky, and trumpets,
Wheezing, wash the air, as an essential teardrop tumbles from a distraught eye;
Only to be cleansed by an incidental rain…

Farewell Father



It Doesn't Matter

It doesn't matter if none believe how i feel
I feel that way

It doesn't matter that there must be leaving
Before there can be staying
If there can be staying at all
It's nice here now

And it makes no difference that the future of mankind
Rests on the shoulders of those without heads
I know this is not all there is

Because it really doesn't matter
How coloured is a flower

There are bees drawn to gather its pollen



Roll On, Global Vessel

Roll on global vessel, now
Roll on! Toss atop these waves
Of death; we dare you again
To cast us to the water;
To drown us between the shores
Of our own accomplishments
And bury us for always.

We are all to starboard as
One; our existence demands
Quintessential disruption!
Our knowledge is weighty with
Inconsistency; today
We list you, ship of our life;
So, give way! Show the sea's force!

In a score of instances,
Your ballast has been altered
By our own misconception
Of creation, and you have
Touched our senses to the surf;
But our remembrance is
Limited to successes.

So roll on! Roll on! Our course
Is deliberately false,
Our goals are but uncertain
And our meaning is perverse.
Change is made for that sake alone,
And we make such change without
Forethought or sincerity.

As individuals, we
Behold this vast, changing sea
With great fear; but as one, we,
In civilization, have
Allayed `hydrophobia',
And conquered simplistic fear.
We stand starboard, defiant!

On many occasions we,
Your captains - immunized and
Sterilized   have overcome
Pestilent waves of reason
And, persevering, sliced them
Through with pure technology;
We are grander than the sea!

On our side, we have our gods
Created by our fathers
For condolence of our deeds
And consolation for our
Blunders. They will keep us dry;
And with gods on our shoulders
We test your strength mighty ship.

So roll on! The weight of our
Inconsiderance, surpassed
Only be our ignorance
And our perseverance has caused
Displacement of your ballast;
So roll on! If we submerge,
And die... it is our doing



Bavaria

Empty park place - hours of looking up to you
To the pet - to the holes in your head
Green surrounding - from the moulded pouring down from you
Mottled stone - brown and green to the step

Bavaria! Have you no shoes?!?

Hanging head forms - red wall contrasting you
Who are they? Is there room for one more?
Birds adore you - adorn you with lazy goings
Here and there - running off your hair

Bavaria! You must have shoes?!?

Bierfest buildings shadow you as main attractions
Don't you wish you could bring your arm down?
Not to worry Bavaria - i will always be in love with you
And your cat will always be at your side

Bavaria! You do need shoes!

I'll paint them for you.



Winter

winter is still on the ground.
why is it, when i look to a light in the sky,
because it makes me warm,
look away, and look again to the light,
it glows black and distorts to a pain
the warmth i had once drawn?

i filled myself with attractive
spiritual engagements and
they promised to find me to the light again:
not warm…not necessary.

winter is in my heart.
i stare into the light, and hope
for the burning out of my eyes,
that i may never again be dismayed:
for pictures are a form of forgiving.

a blade of spring rose through my winter
and i caressed her…i kissed her,
and my heart bled.

it is winter still on the ground.
and after winter, come fall…
come winter.

why is it the light goes black
and my heart bleeds
when i bend to caress new wonders?



An American Family

Didn't we come from the cities of your heart?
We were poor and we were proud of you:
You land of endless opportunity.

We gave you our loyalty.
We shared our wages with you.
We went to war for you
We killed and died.

Didn't you teach us of your good?
We were sure you would take care of us:
Your people, faithful and trusting.

You made us promises.
You asked us for our patience.
You said you were fighting for us:
With our young brothers.

Then we became old - you closed your eyes.
When we were betrayed- we fell from your graces.
When we were lamed - you took our jobs away.
Don't ask what we can do for you:
What have you done for us?

Didn't we come from the cities of your heart?
We were poor, and we were proud of you:
You land of misery and despair.

We hung your flag above our door.
We read your history, and we believed it.
We offered you our hand of faith:
You spat on it.

You home of the depraved.

And we're a typical American family



They Built a Government Building

They built a government building in our neighbourhood.

Steel
We didn't ask for it,
But it's there.
We didn't need it,
But it's there.
We didn't want it.

That's it.
There it is.
Do you like it?
You can use it!

But don't you believe it cannot use you.

They built it in OUR neighbourhood.

We didn't need it.
T
hat's it.

Steel!



Freedom of Speech

Sometimes, when i'm listening to freedom of speech,
I begin to wonder if it is such a good idea.

So many people are saying so many terrible things.

In itself, that is not so big a problem.
The problem is:
Too many people are listening.

Perhaps the freedom of listening should be curtailed.

But then, those people...
They who have been speaking terribles,
Would probably be the ones to decide
Who could listen
When they talk...and who could not.

Perhaps it is better that everyone listens,
And talks back!

FREEDOM OF SPEECH!

But, sometimes...



Lynne (from the last days by)

Warm, wise and somewhat
Vulnerable to
The abstract  - single,
Multi faceted
And fully aware
Of her weaknesses;
She speaks with the strength
Of conviction, with
Ill fitted wording,
And uncertainty
(Instilled), but much more
feeling than before.
Distantly entwined
In the bondage of
Nearness…stretching the
Advantages of
Free will: but will-free
When down to instance.
Her passion and mind,
One and same…told two…
Split by persuasion,
Meld with enhancement;
Self perseverance
Is the centre shared.
Soiled reality
Soaked in white wash gold:
Her estranged feelings
Swelter in the midst
Of intensified
Introspective brood;
Mourning exception
To personal rule…
Morning inspection
May reveal sorrow...
It's unknown today…
No fear: tomorrow.
Tomorrow: strengths mis
Lain - grounded - impel
Her towards her centre,
Balance misgiven
Partialness and still
Crystal suppression.
Wind drawn by shortness
Of moment - extent
Of repercussion 
Some Ophelia;
But not given to
Shallow convenience.
Lynn...intricate - sole 
Clear - arranged - revealed
Simple - of other 
Cloudy and untold:
All of everything
And none but hers...Lynn



Kneeling

Kneeling at the water's edge
I scratch the surface with my head
And watch the waves distort my face
Change my face before my eyes

No words said to you
Instead i bend to dream upon my reflection
You take my arm, feel the pain
I think you would rather be alone

Between these lines, the waterfall
And the answer to it all
Fades to light   i touch my hand
I've come to know myself well

Though the light is me
I cannot breathe below the surface
I want to swim, but i'm afraid
Afraid my thoughts might give in

We define in pattern, line
As we try to hold on to the word
With these symbols and these spaces
Recognize and reply

The stone i throw will dance
I know because i understand the water
I assume you warm my heart
Because i've felt the way love feels



Master Of Moment

Master of moment; you
Of charted penance must
Fail to see as witness
How futile and unjust
Is this trade…is this deal.

Fasted and torn, diseased
Of mind and bandied forth
And neigh by charges fouled;
Withered by age and worth:
Without faith…seen is real.

Odd face; today's will smiles
At time's expense, then twists
Ill designs as time's pace
Reminds you of days missed:
Still to come…still unknown.

"Fast million, then for now,
Fill the cup and spill some.
There is more, look around
Tell us where you find from;
All still ours…we have grown"

Fitted logic; bended
To mix well yesterday:
"Tomorrow, happenstance,
As yet too soon to say".
Feed today…borrow time.

"Lay over these woods   our
Fields have seen too much shade".
In fall you will freeze as
The northern winds prevail:
Eat well now…shallow prime.

Master of moment: i!
Trading dollars for years
"Tomorrow's uncertain"
Only wise ones have fears:
What a trade…what a deal!



Slowly Sink Away

 So clearly comes the memory
Of a spring that came and passed
I feel now were I beckoned
I would freely stand and cast
All my havings to the sea
And all i am today
Would surely strike the water
And slowly sink away

Tender rakes my hours
Or the lack of i suppose
Monetary bowers press
Upon me as they close
And capture me with twisted vine
Fisted i push on
And dream of when
The bowers will be gone


And when I cannot recall
That special Equinox at all
I'll return to that fateful strand
And in a gesture grand
 With a significance small
I will end it all


I've Been Thinking

1.
I've been thinking
About thinking:
Thinking about what i think
About this and
What i think
About that.
But what i think
About thinking
About thinking
About this and
Thinking
About that,
Is something worth
Thinking about.
(at the moment i am too busy thinking about thinking)


2.
We were talking
About talking:
Talking about how we talk
About this and
How we talk
About that.
Whether we plan to talk
About talking
About talking
About this and
Talking
About that, or not,
Is something we will have to
Talk about.
(although it is said this has already happened)



I Remember When My Tonsils Were Taken Out

I remember when my tonsils were taken...out.

The pin prick intrusion of steel sent
An eruption of waves through my head;
Distorted
noses, 'fore eyes, flat and far behind
peered
down
into
me.
No choice but to open my mouth.

I remember tasting sparkles reflecting off
Steel from lights above as
Plastic hands  - strong  - stretched
Cheeks away.

And...sleep.

And...pain!
So much i cried aloud!

I remember nurses calming,
Mother caressing my head;
And Ice cream!
So much i smiled aloud, between mouthfuls.

I remember when my tonsils were taken out;

I don't remember which lifetime it was.



Phases of Loneliness

The phases of loneliness
You carry them like a placard
A sign
Colours depicting a struggle
An exciting struggle

In honest light
With time
The picture fades to white
Empty white
A white of pain
Stretched skin
Dredged across
The knuckles of a
Tightly closed fist

Or the white
of an ill enviable frost
Whose only glory lies
In the ability
To kill
And give life
Without conscience

When all the hues
Of separation
Dissipate
To pale
Instance

New pictures
Are given room
To form



I Dug a Hole

I dug a big hole - heart high
And climbed inside
Then i learned the communicate again
From just above the heart, upwards
I found many with which to be
At the same level
Fine
That's where you came
That's where you wanted to come in
To see what was below the top
Of what you could see was me
I pulled in the sides of the hole
So all you could touch was my head
Sorry
Then i noticed you wore no hole
I wondered if i looked like that
I mean, below the top of the heart
It was different to see, to be able to feel
It seemed nice, from the heart down
Doesn't it hurt?

Then you left
You left me in the hole
It was too small for two
But i felt you had touched my heart
It felt good until it hurt
But it felt good to hurt
Touch me again

I'm growing out of my hole



Half Moon Bay

Noontime high, the scrap's begun
Rolling mills slap in as one
Mounting swells leave shores undone
Fog suppression smiles the sun
Ghost like keel rides' anchors run
The war is long, there's hard to come

Cotton drops of life surround me
Down shore explosion's sounds abound
Moisture, face feels time has found me
Forceful moon driven motions pound

Its massive form smooths down the craggle
Escaping off through a thousand cracks
Sapient ways are to thwart the attacks
Still cycles inundate as reason lacks

Black tar, stone which traverse land
Born of blood of antique hand
Footings lost where shoulder stands
Faults derange the concrete bands
Asphalt paintings seared in sand
Testify to a powerless man

Homesteads threatened by erosion
Caverned pillars scar the supposed
Midnight's pull brings back explosion
Z bart autos left to corrode

Seasons are to keep man's at a trickle
His mainstream is becoming much too thick
Kept alive with technological tricks
Like a junky, with a spoon and a fix



War is good for them

Yes the bombs that fall, on buildings tall
Do cause a very high mess
But they don't really create a problem
And there's no tear cried, for the ones inside
Or the family left
Or the friends who try to calm them

When the architects stand by their concepts;
The time they lose does not disturb them
The state will someday re imburse them
War is good for them - war is good for them!

And the bombs that fall, on people small
May scatter the street
With a lot of red and ugly carnage
But there's much to do, for the ones in blue
For everyone they meet
Is going to have to have a fresh bandage

When the doctors have paid their mal practice;
Amputation for all the laymen
Medic aid will pay the payments
War is good for them - war is good for them!

The cash that flows in the pockets of foes
Goes to pay for things
They really didn't need in the first place
But they look so astute in their pin stripe suits
When their registers ring
From selling worthless things to the rat race

They think about war in easy profits;
A war a year is just good business
The profit made is ten times christmas
War is good for them - war is good for them!

And when they tell you that war is hell
In your dissident cell
It really doesn't have much meaning
The game is paced by familiar faces
Their cheeks are swelled
And their bellies burst through their seaming

When politicians stick to their speeches;
Telling all the voters there listening
Their sons and daughters should be enlisting
War feels good to them - war is good to them!



Amerika

I was young and cried about the meaning:
Ramparts and bursts in air, and starred spangles gleaming.
Being American is somehow so demeaning
When we vote our fate to the woes and whims of an actor,
In his dreaming.

Father tried...he knows he cannot change it:
His children are grown and gone as god has arranged it.
Hearing him speak today, nothing could sound stranger;
I hear him say he's no longer sure it was god
There in the manger.

Soldier son kotzt a taste of bannered glory:
Bound by the lies so much inherent in their story.
Man goes off to die, to be a hero in the foray.
For falling in their trap of time, son will
Always be sorry...

That i was born to be a number in the masses.
My father was born to be one of the lower classes;
For my son it's true - he will work his life away too,
Unless i die before this legacy passes through.



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